Composed

I know I'm writing lots of blog posts. Really the purpose for that last one was just to get it off my chest and give myself some room to let out what I was feeling. But don't worry, it's all chill now. (And just for the record, he did not sing to me. I politely declined) I'm not freaking out anymore but the whole thing still makes me unsure. I've never, ever liked a guy and he like me back. But after a whole lot of praying last night, I'm at peace and know what I'm doing. I just have to put God first in my life (not just mentally but physically doing things that put Him above him) and asked for direction. God will tell me what to do. I will wait on His answers. Besides, I always feel so peaceful and secure when I focus on God more than anything else. So that's just what I'm going to have to do. 


Anyway, I'll make this a short post. Pray for me because I'm a freak and flip out about these things. ;) May all glory and praise go to God, the Creator. 


Sarah