My public diary to get me through four years of high school...

Monday, September 27, 2010

Change is here.

I praise God for this. :) I talked about my longing for change, well it's here. My new obsession is God. Loving God, adoring God, pleasing God. He died for me, I'll live for Him. It's only fair. He did so much, the least I can do is give my life to Him and love Him with my whole heart. 

The devil may try to make me fear giving my life over in His hands, but I don't listen. He says, "You're no longer in control." I say, "Good." Because I can't live in this world alone. God is my only way. I pray that this will stay and that I won't be distracted again. I live my life one day at a time, each morning choosing to follow Him. 

It may sound tedious to do constantly, but I find it a joy. It's so odd that I've changed so quickly. But that's God's redeeming love for you. It only takes a second for Him to turn your life around. And you can't doubt it. That's another way satan is trying to tempt me. "It's too easy. It can't be true." he says. I say, "God is truer than anything. He loves me and doesn't fool His children." Then he tries to make me fear my bold defiance toward him. But I rest assured that God protects me. 

It does sound awfully odd doesn't it? Haha but it's the truth. That's what I feel. And I think God worked amazingly in me through Immanuel's Veins. 

I hope I've inspired you. God longs for you. He loves you. So don't turn your back on Him, and don't feel bad that you have before. I did too. For much too long a time. But forget the past and look hopefully towards the future because God has big plans for you. Live for Him the the present and He'll take care of the rest. :)

With love for my Lord.

Yours truly,
SD

2 comments:

  1. I love your passion, Sarah. It really is inspiring. I love you!

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  2. I love you too! I hope I don't sound overpowering and it makes you feel awkward. But God is overpowering. So it just kinda happens. ;) But I tell you, read Immanuel's Veins. It will spark something in you. The Holy Spirit will work in you. :D

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