Film?

I was thinking today while running on the treadmill, I wonder if film is my niche. I love photography but I'm no good at it, I can't draw or paint, (yes, I know writing is my thing and it will always be my thing, but I was hoping there was another outlet for my inspiration) and then I thought about film. I've always wanted to make a little mini-movie thingy about a day in my life, and I wonder if I'd be any good at it. I guess I'll never know until I try. But unfortunately the only thing I have to record with is my little digital camera. Plus I don't want to waste my saved-up money on a cam-corder right now. 

I'm putting all of my money towards a trip out of the country the summer after I graduate high school. I'm thinking I want to go to Uganda or maybe even Ethiopia. The problem with going to Uganda is that I'd have to find a group to go with (because I want this to be a mission trip). However, my church goes to Ethiopia once or twice a year. Oh well, I'll have to see where God leads me. He may just ask me to give it all away. I'll have to follow wherever He takes me.


You know, today I have felt especially close and (as new-age as this sounds) at-one with God. You know that special place you can escape to where it's just like you and God? Where you are simply at peace and alone with Adonai, Elohim, Hakkadosh (Hebrew for God, God and Holy One). Well I've been like that for the past three days. It's been blissfully sensational. I have never been more assured of my calling to serve. :) 


Well, I think this is enough for now. I need to go watch an Avett Brothers concert that my dad recorded from some TV program or whatever. Go with peace, my friends. 


With intimate love for my Hakkadosh.


Yours truly,
SD