So, I've discovered the root of what my whole last post was about. Basically, I was trying to put myself in a situation where I would be completely dependent on God alone, because I'd never done that before. Sure, I depend on God to take care of my soul, but what about my body? I was plagued with the idea of giving away all my money and extra clothes, I even wanted to try fasting just to prove that all I needed was God. It was strange, but I'm kind of over it now. I'm still dependent on God, I thank Him every time I receive something. But now I'm not going to rashly give away all of my money. I know what I'm saving for and it will bring more glory to God than a donation.
So, switching subjects, I just got done watching Super 8. It was really good! Now I want to make a movie with my friends. Haha :) But it brought back to my attention something very odd about me. I've always been very empathetic, but I've realized that when someone is grieving or something like that, I can literally feel their pain. I've never been that upset before but I feel their hurt in my heart. I feel it like I'm experiencing it myself. It's strange...
I had more to say but... I forgot. Maybe I'll post again later. I'm feeling kinda weird right now.
Oh well. God is good. :) I still pray for Steve every day. I'm so excited for Puerto Rico. Let's pray big things happen.
Sarah
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