My public diary to get me through four years of high school...

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Fine Line

A lot of my favorite music consists of small, underground bands that have just started like High Dive and Nana Grizol. Partly why I like them is because of their lyrics; they're simplistically poetic, they're relevant and they include good morals. It's easy to go along with their words and agree with them. They are part of a whole group of young people who see the flaws of the world and accept them as well as try to change them. It is right up my alley and it seems very good. In fact, it seems very much like Christianity.

However, as a Christian, I see the few glaring differences that are far from what the Bible says. See, these people want to eliminate barriers, any sort of segregation. They accept all religions, all sexualities, all language, all races, all ages, everything. They show benevolence to everyone, they are far from greedy, they are generous, they are honest, they are themselves. They love. It is all so wonderful except for that first part. They are very accepting of homosexuality and any religion you could be. That is very much the opposite of God's teachings.

I guess for me, when I heard about these people, I sort of thought that finally man discovered the truth, that although there are some blemishes, we finally unearthed the key to peace, to harmony. It seemed so good. However, that thought was very false. Truth is not a secret that is hidden in us somewhere that people have just been too busy to look for. Truth is not a philosophy, nor a lifestyle. It is not conjured, uncovered, or constructed. God is truth. God is the only way we might know what truth is. If something in any way contradicts what the Bible says (even though it's so close), it is not the truth.

So as bad as it seems disagreeing with these wonderful people's ideology, I have to. It was hard to come to that conclusion because it was so, so easy to just accept their principals as a whole, ignoring the small problem areas. But there you go. That is what has been floating around in my head. What's been going through yours?

Sarah

p.s. I'm still going to listen to their music, though, because it rocks! :)

Sunday, January 22, 2012

I think I'm in love

Ear cuffs... I need to get one soon... or... or something bad will happen.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

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Saturday, January 14, 2012

Winter Jam

Tomorrow I'm going to Winter Jam with two of my friends. We are semi-planning on meeting up with a friend that I haven't actually seen in a year and a half, but I've talked to a lot. It's going to be awkward. I'm hoping we can find some way to avoid it because, as much as I love awkwardness, this may be a little too weird. Oh well, above all else, I'm looking forward to having fun and listening to great bands. Hope you all are having a great weekend! Stay warm!

Sarah

p.s. I'd much rather be hiking a mountain right now... I'm so bored...

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Hope

People tend to have this mindset these days. This mindset that the world is spiraling toward destruction and the end of the world (or at least the decline of America) will arrive very soon. Most people have this mindset, even if they're ignorant of it.

It's depressing. It's cynical.

My question is, why don't people hope? Does no one believe that something great and wonderful will happen in the future? I do.

God is hope.
We need God.
We need hope.
God is here.
Hope is here.

Never give up on the future.

Sarah

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Encouragment!

So I submitted the beginning of this little story I wrote to Teen Ink and a few days ago it was put on the website. Today I got an email saying that someone commented on it and rated it. They said it was good and interesting and gave me 4 out of 5 stars! I probably seem like I'm bragging and I don't mean to but I'm just so happy! :D Yay!

Sarah

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

You may not know...

I never have to pee when I first wake up
I love the smell of puppy paws
I have two cavities that need to be filled
I never go to the dentist
I hate pretty much all doctors
I'm not afraid of surgery or death
I handle the deaths of others unusually well
I am a hypocrite
I tend to be flighty, especially about boys
I am incredibly indecisive
I am going to run away one day
When I watch wedding shows, it makes me want to elope
I think I take too much pride in my faults
I dream of never settling down, of traveling all the days of my life and never having a set home
I am fascinated by moral dilemmas
I can't spell facinated... fasinated... fascinated to save my life
I want to prove to people that we are stronger than we give ourselves credit for
I can be extremely judgmental and I hate myself when I am
I have a bad habit of ignoring problems that are hard to deal with
I am constantly in awe of the stars

Sarah

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Hey, it's a leap year

This is a special year. It's the end of the world, the end of Obama's presidency, and a leap year! I think we can safely expect great things.

My resolution:
read all of the books on my list in one year
go rock climbing
go white water rafting
sleep on Mount Yonah
learn archery
finish a story

My main one is reading all the books on my list. The others are just things I'd like to do. I may not do all of them but even if I just do one of them that'd be great with me!

Oh well, bye!

Sarah